we went through that much
i want to be with you
your smile just melts my heart
you gave me hope
and lit my life
all i want is just to
smile with you again
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
backs! anyone miss me? haha!
bowen leadership camp. i nv expected to be back at st john's island for the second time. had to endure another 3 days of no-toilet.
this bunch of people is really a group that is very sporting. i loved the part where they did island wide challenge, where all the guys take turns carrying that heavy dustbin filled with water while the girls all cheered and picked firewood.
i was a bit stressed during the campfire for mainly 2 reasons. my major was directly in front of all the teachers and principal. and to add to that, i'm directly in front of the principal. its like performing to them with an expection to meet up with. second thing was that i no longer had people like azri, ck, willie or melvin to think up of dance steps to fill in all the waiting time. it just happens that our major have little people who can impromtu-ly think up of dance steps.
i screwed up so many times this camp. i dunno why too. its just that i seem like a victim of circumstances. especially during amusing race. i still feel very bad for being responsible for making my group be the last group. zx's group also made the same mistake as me. its just that nobody told us we had to report to veron our score once we came back. my instructions were just if it rains heavily, bring them all to hut 15. so we were actually 25mins early for the game but i brought them to the hut to do camp fire preparation without reporting. i feel so bad for being the one responsible.
i had many doubts of whether i could handle this camp. its just that bowen had had camps with campHA since sec1, and for the sec 2 camp it was awesome thanks to people such as willie, melvin, jeremy and tim. i was scared i couldn't perfom as well as them. and there are quite a number of people from my group that used to be from willie's and jeremy's group.
i realised i fell sick during the last day. i think its all because of that curry chicken noodles i ate in the middle of the night. i felt so terrible for the whole of this morning. lucky it was the last day le. just woke up. i feel like i'm on life support.
